Sometimes its hard to express my thoughts, but I pray he'll always understand my silence.
Sometimes it's hard to express my sorrow, but I pray he'll understand my tears.
Sometimes it's hard to express my happiness, but I pray he'll understand my laughter.
Yet it's always easy for me to say " I love you."  I pray he'll understand this too.

Dedicated to Michael " Pegasus "
Separation, the death of love before it's burial time.  Love is not always wonderful, sometimes it hurts, leaving you alone and lost.  In a dazed confusion, you feel scared, wondering
if the fine line between right and wrong has become finer.
As you weep, your pain shines through for all to see, love is not a terrible thing. It is a condition of an undying love, that lost hope and faith, that leaves the heart cold, yet with a longing for more.

Dedicated to Matt " Matthijs " Someday you will find love
How do I begin to tell you what's so deep in me anymore?  What has grown from
the deepest friendship, to the most over powering love I've ever felt in my life?  How do I tell you I have been so lost in my life until you stumbled into mine?  How
do I tell you I want to share eternity with
you? How do I tell you I adore, worship, love, need, want more of you as everyday passes? The days are long, the nights are so empty and cold without you.
If you look up the word love, it will have your beautiful face there instead of the word.  I want to show you all that life truly has to offer.  I want ot show you all the beautifulness thats inside your soul.
I want to wrap you in my love, and keep you safely there forever, protect you from every ounce of pain and hurt, just as you have done with me.

Dedicated to the " Un_Named "
Have you ever needed someone ? Has there ever been a time in your life that you just needed someone to talk to, to listen to your point of view without telling you that you're right or wrong, or making judgements about you ?  Has there ever been a time in your life that you just needed a hug from someone who cares, who will give you one because they care ?  Has there ever been a time when you needed to lean
on someone, someone who would just cuddle up with you, help ease the sorrow you feel?  Look into yourself and you shall see" me " standing there wanting to show you the gift of wanting a friend as dear as you..

Dedicated to my " On Line Friends"
Someday I'll be lovely with soft flowing hair.  Someday I'll be happier than anyone under the moon, the stars, and the sun.
Someday I'll be wiser too.
But most wonderful of all, someday I'll have you too.

Dedicated to the future of all loves...
I am one with the sun, wind, moon, and the stars.  The universe is mine, and I belong to it.  Energy is given from it's substance, and in turn, bears the fruit
of creation.
YES... I can create.
My creations of love, peace, joy, anger, fear, destiny, the frustration and sadness, are within every grasp of perception of others.  To have a realization of such great power contained within myself is somewhat overwhelming.  The recognition of total control over my own life is awesome.

Dedicated to  Kevin " Joker " for helping to guide me in the true search of " me "
When I sleep, I dream of wonderful things I wish to be.  Gone are the troubles and unhappiness that's waiting to be set free.
Laughter and fantasies dance in my sleeping head, easing all the emptiness, the feeling I most dread.
Before I sleep, I lie awake holding back the tears I shouldn't cry, I await my paradise, wishing for the darkness to sing her lullaby.
Lift your head up and soar, for always we want more.  As we want more we can see we do know how to live, to be free.  Lift your heart up, see, there is so much love within you, love you, before you love another.  After that is done there will be  more of life's riches to guide you in that never ending tour of life.

Dedicated to Cecilia " Kiki "